Graduation.......Ah! not completed

I didn't have attended college for getting a degree but to learn. Truly the place(college) where I studied has no learning. The teachers are hard-workers. I love them. But what I want to do is to convert book's information into practical life, which can't have the aim of college's teacher. That's why sorry I didn't been able to collaborate with you nicely.

The companions are too much. I really doubt whether they either know "knowledge" or "learning". They were nice. They were livable. But I can't been able to collaborate with them.

About study, I knew 100% that that kind of study is waste for me. It become clear from this following quote:
"Focus on the journey, not the destination. Joy is found not in finishing an activity but in doing it." ~Greg Anderson

And what I find was that i am not enjoying my studies.
I knew 100% that by not completing my study I have lost my bachelor's degree and degree has alot of importance on Nepal. I have wasted my parents money.
But by taking such a big decision I want to believe on my feelings.
Got alot of failure in coding. Trying out last time. If again failed ! Then choosing such path which i love to walk. But thinking about attending college again is painful to me because I knew how Nepal's college run. Then what I want to do???

I didn't know ! but until then let's walk.